whee....i'm so excited about hawaii! and the best part...i didn't plan it! there's a real sense of freedom and non-stress when you're doing something about which you have no worries. i'm totally going to go with the flow and enjoy myself as much as i can. granted, without a set itinerary we may not do everything there is to do, but that's a tradeoff one has to accept. so i will try to enjoy myself as much as possible without worrying too much about school...
yeah, i'm a nerd. i'm so worried about missing an entire week of class! i've come to a realization that i may have been partying too hard this past month and i really need to kick the habit at least until april 26th. and i know that april is going to suck big time with Excellence, mad tours, conferences, and the mcat, but it hasn't really hit met just yet. at least i have 4 day weekends =)
why is april soooo bad this year??? TAXES TOO! dammit! i can't wait till my birthday at this point..by then everything will be downhill and i'll be at the home stretch. and i think the sentimental freak inside me is starting to kick into high gear. i'm getting these urges to take random pictures of the things i do every day to have a nice reminder of what my last quarters in college were like. and i know i want a few pictures of the rats...especially the sentinel rats. they're the veterinary rats who just sit in their cages and if they get sick, they serve as a signal that something may be going around. but since they just sit in their cages all they do is eat and they're not too active, so they get really huge. 600 grams or so! that's one fat rat =) now, i've grown to appreciate rats more than usual, but i still get freaked out if they're in mass proportions. i saw a preview for a movie with the creepy guy from Charlie's Angels and he learns to control rats or something, and at first i was okay with the scenes, but then i just got creeped out because there wer just SO many of them...and they're the typical sewer rat type, not the white fairly okay looking albino types we use in the lab.
um, i'm digressing. so over the weekend i had both Coldplay cd's going on all night and watched them perform on the grammys....in a short matter of time they've become one of my favorite bands...and at first i wasn't too into them because "yellow" was getting overplayed...but now i really like that song, although i think i prefer their 2nd album to the 1st. i sooo can't wait to see them in june, it's going to be soo awesome. i have a weird habit of taking things into my own hands and ended up getting 3 tickets when all i know so far is that erin and i are going...maybe it's an unconscious thing to get an extra ticket? ugh, i don't know! i dont know.....
mm...and colorgenics never fails to capture most of my mood of the moment...hehe no matter what combination of colors i input, i get some snippet of what i'm going through at the moment. it's cool, but kinda eerie at the same time. here's a little piece:
"You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfillment.
You are a fighter and always on the defensive. You always need to be sure that your position is safe and established. When you finally make a decision you will pursue it to the bitter end in spite of all opposition.
Matters are not progressing as well as you would have hoped and you are having to make concessions - but you still believe that your goals are realistic it's just that people can't seem to see your point of view. You know what you want but you'll only accept suggestions under duress."
interpret it at your discretion. i have my own interpretation, and i don't think all of it is true.
i really should get to sleep, but amanda and david are sitting on the couch!
yeah, i'm a nerd. i'm so worried about missing an entire week of class! i've come to a realization that i may have been partying too hard this past month and i really need to kick the habit at least until april 26th. and i know that april is going to suck big time with Excellence, mad tours, conferences, and the mcat, but it hasn't really hit met just yet. at least i have 4 day weekends =)
why is april soooo bad this year??? TAXES TOO! dammit! i can't wait till my birthday at this point..by then everything will be downhill and i'll be at the home stretch. and i think the sentimental freak inside me is starting to kick into high gear. i'm getting these urges to take random pictures of the things i do every day to have a nice reminder of what my last quarters in college were like. and i know i want a few pictures of the rats...especially the sentinel rats. they're the veterinary rats who just sit in their cages and if they get sick, they serve as a signal that something may be going around. but since they just sit in their cages all they do is eat and they're not too active, so they get really huge. 600 grams or so! that's one fat rat =) now, i've grown to appreciate rats more than usual, but i still get freaked out if they're in mass proportions. i saw a preview for a movie with the creepy guy from Charlie's Angels and he learns to control rats or something, and at first i was okay with the scenes, but then i just got creeped out because there wer just SO many of them...and they're the typical sewer rat type, not the white fairly okay looking albino types we use in the lab.
um, i'm digressing. so over the weekend i had both Coldplay cd's going on all night and watched them perform on the grammys....in a short matter of time they've become one of my favorite bands...and at first i wasn't too into them because "yellow" was getting overplayed...but now i really like that song, although i think i prefer their 2nd album to the 1st. i sooo can't wait to see them in june, it's going to be soo awesome. i have a weird habit of taking things into my own hands and ended up getting 3 tickets when all i know so far is that erin and i are going...maybe it's an unconscious thing to get an extra ticket? ugh, i don't know! i dont know.....
mm...and colorgenics never fails to capture most of my mood of the moment...hehe no matter what combination of colors i input, i get some snippet of what i'm going through at the moment. it's cool, but kinda eerie at the same time. here's a little piece:
"You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfillment.
You are a fighter and always on the defensive. You always need to be sure that your position is safe and established. When you finally make a decision you will pursue it to the bitter end in spite of all opposition.
Matters are not progressing as well as you would have hoped and you are having to make concessions - but you still believe that your goals are realistic it's just that people can't seem to see your point of view. You know what you want but you'll only accept suggestions under duress."
interpret it at your discretion. i have my own interpretation, and i don't think all of it is true.
i really should get to sleep, but amanda and david are sitting on the couch!
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