BASTARDS! They're all bastards.
I thought things were going okay, i thought maybe i'd be able to handle the trip and all the contact.
How one damn phone call can cause so much reconsideration. now i'm all fucking disconcerted.
DAMN IT THEY ARE NOT GETTING THE BETTER OF ME.
(long deep breaths later) ahem...so it's finals week. 2 down so far, 2 more to go. they were pretty decent. my circadian rhythms or something have been out of whack ever since monday (physics). i keep thinking it's a later day in the week than normal, and today all time seemed to be much later than normal. it was 8pm and i felt as if it was 10pm. now it's 1 and i feel as if it's 11. i swear, physics was the one final that i was most worried about, and now that it's over i've been going through the week in a semi-daze. i just don't want to bomb bio like i did last quarter. thank goodness for hookups.
i'd express a wish for spring break, but it might jinx it. spring break this year is at such an inopportune time, for Catholics, at least. Easter Week/end....i want to go snowboarding. i want to see snow, make a snow angel, have a snowball fight.
if i had the choice of knowing everything or knowing nothing, i'd gladly choose nothing. i'd be much happier. for instance, i wouldn't have to know all the damn goings on of certain people and have all that knowledge writhe inside me. maybe i'd have the knowledge to do unjust things and get away with it, but philosophy has gotten to me and i know there are agencies within people to let you know you're doing something wrong. is anyone ever truly happy?
one random thing that's been going through my head is the question, which is weirder, Brain Awareness Week or Frozen Food Month? I personally can't believe there is a month dedicated to celebrating frozen food, of all things. (and only one week to the wonder that is our brain). promoting laziness and the lack of good cooking. Go learn to cook. also i didn't know how much of a final fantasy freak i am until i listened to an internet radio station that just played Squaresoft music...and i recognized most of the songs they were playing. it's music i can study to, but i've heard most of what they play before, from various cd's and things that i have...even the Tactics music i recognize from watching ** play so much before.
Blogs are nice, but i'd like a piano or a keyboard in the apartment.
12 hours till my next final. hopefully no more Freud after that.
I thought things were going okay, i thought maybe i'd be able to handle the trip and all the contact.
How one damn phone call can cause so much reconsideration. now i'm all fucking disconcerted.
DAMN IT THEY ARE NOT GETTING THE BETTER OF ME.
(long deep breaths later) ahem...so it's finals week. 2 down so far, 2 more to go. they were pretty decent. my circadian rhythms or something have been out of whack ever since monday (physics). i keep thinking it's a later day in the week than normal, and today all time seemed to be much later than normal. it was 8pm and i felt as if it was 10pm. now it's 1 and i feel as if it's 11. i swear, physics was the one final that i was most worried about, and now that it's over i've been going through the week in a semi-daze. i just don't want to bomb bio like i did last quarter. thank goodness for hookups.
i'd express a wish for spring break, but it might jinx it. spring break this year is at such an inopportune time, for Catholics, at least. Easter Week/end....i want to go snowboarding. i want to see snow, make a snow angel, have a snowball fight.
if i had the choice of knowing everything or knowing nothing, i'd gladly choose nothing. i'd be much happier. for instance, i wouldn't have to know all the damn goings on of certain people and have all that knowledge writhe inside me. maybe i'd have the knowledge to do unjust things and get away with it, but philosophy has gotten to me and i know there are agencies within people to let you know you're doing something wrong. is anyone ever truly happy?
one random thing that's been going through my head is the question, which is weirder, Brain Awareness Week or Frozen Food Month? I personally can't believe there is a month dedicated to celebrating frozen food, of all things. (and only one week to the wonder that is our brain). promoting laziness and the lack of good cooking. Go learn to cook. also i didn't know how much of a final fantasy freak i am until i listened to an internet radio station that just played Squaresoft music...and i recognized most of the songs they were playing. it's music i can study to, but i've heard most of what they play before, from various cd's and things that i have...even the Tactics music i recognize from watching ** play so much before.
Blogs are nice, but i'd like a piano or a keyboard in the apartment.
12 hours till my next final. hopefully no more Freud after that.
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