It's rather sad to have to totally sever something. Figurative amputations. I guess, however, if the part doesn't respond anymore, and no matter how hard you try to love it and care for it to keep it on, and nothing happens, the best thing to do *is* to just let it go. The part was being a jerk anyways...making things worse. Festering infections and all that lovely ooey-gooey fluid. And i should stop torturing myself over it. I seem to be able to live with that nowadays. This weekend has been testimony to that. It's been productive, it's been fun. Went to Pomona last night with Inah and hung out with Janice and Earl pretty late. On the way home, i kicked the drive up a notch and went 75-80 on cruise control for most of the ride...look ma no feet! it was exhilarating. Oddly enough, i woke up rather early today for sleeping at 4am, which is why i'm half asleep right now. Funny thing today was that inah and i went back to pomona tonight with tammy and david...ate at the same restaurant we ate at yesterday (we're a little "seasick" from it now ;) and kinda had a redux of the night before...but earlier. it felt so late but it was so early. all in all i had a nice time. i'm movin on up, too...went 85-ish this time around. more cruising. good fun. no thinking, no brooding. excellent.

life's livable when lynne's not around.