oh, what an interesting weekend it's been...stupid 1 point losses! how freakingly heartbreaking is that...i think we had it coming though, we were down by 15 most of the time...getting our hopes up having the ball for the last posession...it's kinda like life, you know? when you're down, and there's this one glimmer of light that gets you optimistic...ultimately it leads you nowhere. sunday day was pretty cool too...had the afternoon to myself, no midterms to study for (but midterm scores to worry about - stupid physics! grrr), balanced my checkbook via Excel (a godsend compared to pencil and calculator) and planned a tentative schedule for next quarter...i dont know..my gpa doesn't seem to be rising much; i really want to graduate next year but i also want to do well and get everything done by then! oh the pain.

hmm...life still sucks, but i'm alive...i guess. for the time being. Someone get me through S.A.D thursday and maybe i'll turn out decently...