hmm...my mood's been undulating like a sine wave (up and down and up and down) ...or more like the depolarization of an ion channel and it's coming back to rest and then depolarizing again (at rest, goes down, recovers, and goes down again). every two damn weeks it starts over again. and it's gonna keep going until OTHER people start making an effort at changing some ways...it can't be all on me. i don't believe it is.

anyways, the week's been decent otherwise. excursions to pomona are great. hanging out with my cambridge friends is great. monday kinda sucked because it was upsetting, but neither of them care either way, so fuck them. bastards. one of the words that hadn't come to mind until recently is Betrayal. how fitting is that? i think it applies very well.

the horror that is physics lab awaits me...