Physics lab is a joke. i hope i understand more later on, but geez...what a badly written manual. And there seems to be no overlap between lab and lecture. At any rate, i think living in the science library during the evenings is a good thing in more ways than one. Primarily i get a monstrous amount of work done in seemingly no time. Always good. Consequently i get my mind off certain distractions. Fucking baggage. It's coming along...slowly. Slowly going away, letting go...kinda hurts still, especially now that it seems i'm totally cut off and severed. Figurative amputations suck, as i've mentioned before. But as i've learned, the brain still has regions representing the missing area (which is why phantom pain may arise), but, figuratively speaking, it never goes away, does it. Maybe after a really long time and other things have overtaken the region, but that takes lots of time. Representation is still there, and it's painful when stimulated.

Someone's not getting his Kairos necklace back anytime soon. And i can still see you, but do you see me?
Lyric of the day: "Why can't we be friends, why can't we be friends," from that Kodak commercial with the Goth and the Cheerleader.