well, hell week #1 is over. i'm still alive and kicking for hell week #2...the Learning and Memory midterm went well, but i'm super scared of Physio lab now...and i just don't care about ICS and Soc much anymore. I love the McGaugh lab, i can't iterate that enough. We tested our trained rats last friday and it was amazing to see the experimental rats honestly remember that they got shocked - they would peek into the dark compartment and scuttle back into the light. One was totally freaked out and froze and was really scared...i felt so sad for him. rats are so smart.

i'm pretty amazed too at how i've progressed in making my poster. i only need to work on two more figures and then i'm done!

and guys are SO confusing. it's difficult to tell if they're being genuinely friendly (or more) or if they're playing you for a fool....my head is still in the clouds nonetheless...

part of me knows this is bad, but part of me just doesn't give a damn at the moment...i haven't felt this way in a long time and i like it. i deserve to feel this way after all the crap i've been through. fortunately, i hope i've also matured enough to not let it get to me when things will eventually fall through - cuz they will. besides...i'm way too busy to be dating...it'd be nice...but i'm way too busy.

anyway, this'll die down as i don't see him for some time.